#ConfessionNight yes I'm single NBSB. I'm a really weird person. Either falling for the wrong person or regretting for not telling my feelings any sooner. The best kind of relationships starts from friendships, happens all the time. For me it's not once but trice... I think. In elementary, I had this best guy friend who I pushed away before he could even confess his feelings. Another guy friend, I met in my freshmen year, confessed, but I didn't say anything and at that time our circle was a little too hectic and he parted ways before an answer, he left now to another school, but we still communicate online but just as friends. My two current guy friends indirectly expressed their feelings, but to me their just good friends, one already has a girlfriend but is a flirt-either that or he treats me like a little sister calling me cute, and the other, I always thought was feminine until he suddenly gave out a situation saying "if we became juniors I'd go with him to the prom" and again we really are good friends and people will mistake us in going out. And a guy I liked for 5 years (damn yes, I thought it was only 3 but time goes by so fast) suddenly begins showing signs, and my friend who knew him tells me that she doesn't really like him for me coz he used to date her friend who left off island and broke up their relationship because he can't stand long distance relationship. The more I see him the more I fall, it's pretty awkward that I'm classmates with some of his friends and when I suddenly make eye contact with them in class, there is awkward tension and they'd either smile like "I know a secret you don't know."
So it boils down to this one guy who I'm trying to figure out yes it's mr. Like-him-for-five-year straight, the reason I turned down most of the guys... He's just a little highschool crush, I doubt it would go anywhere since he's be graduating in a few months and I still have one more year. I'm scared to act coz im scared of rejection. I've told myself over and over everytime the school year starts I'd change, but I'm just me... Shy... Clueless... I'll be just waiting here until the right time coz good things comes to people who wait.
