My inspiration

Everyone has their inspiration, I have mine too. But the person I admire the most is my father. I'm emotional when I talk and write about him because I regret all the things I've done to make him mad. I've been a rebel and talked back. Made a fuss over the small things. He's still alive but I never personally told him how much I love him. My family had gone through many struggles and he was mostly the center of its attention, in my recent post in my other blog speaking out my mind post: "I despise you" at whatsupjenen.blogspot.com, I talked about why I hate people who use you and my emotions mostly focused on what happened to my father and family I can't express how hurt I am to see him this way, he has all the common sickness you can name: glaucoma, diabetes, high blood pressure, heart disease, 2nd stroke, and now he is unable to see due bring blinded by glaucoma and diabetes. He works hard for us despite this yet he is looked down upon. He is nice and shy and despite being wronged he is still kind. I just hate that they's laugh at an admirable man. So what if he is blind? He works hard for his family, he does his work well and in fact excell even if it's not his job at all he still does it as proof of his hardwork. I don't know why they'd laugh at someone pitiful trying to bring his family up and look at him as a joke when in reality they are a joke, they laugh at someone who is working hard when they should work hard instead of doing crappy nonsense! They are the joke not him. I'm surprised my dad has come far and maintained to be strong for us. I'm proud of him I love him and he is my inspiration

To be inspired

Today since my iPod was low bat, my laptop was low bat and I had no charger until later I spent the whole afternoon writing. I made a total of 30+ pages. Wrote a Total of 18 pages on this day. I was inspired and mostly bored. In commendation of being inspired I took a picture of a random drawing I did out of boredom while listening to "can't help falling in love with you." the two fingers making a heart when connected I wanted to draw hands holding but I don't know how so I just did this. At the drawing I placed the first 2 verses. Hope you are all inspired while reading this and find out ways to keep yourself inspired :)

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