Disappointment

When you thought you found the right person when in reality, you just relied on your fantasy too much that knowing the truth really sucks. Depressed, annoyed, disappointed no matter how you put it its the same reaction when you expect too much and in return don't get what you always dreamed of. It's hard to have that feeling, that feeling when it doesn't last, that one sided feeling, that feeling when you aren't even sure if its real, that feeling that you are scared in fear that you might be rejected, that feeling that you'd rather hide in a corner and just dream and admire from a far keeping that fantasy intact because you know its not gonna happen anyway in real life so it's better to fantasize or dream of it just to make you happy.